 | animal connection and beyond Jan 3 | He is such an interesting boy is Timmy. We are still working through his layers, which often relate to my layers as well. He is on the third part of our journey with me, our third path, travelling moment by moment... He showed me his name a few days ago and lots has happened since regarding my own beliefs and truth. Knowing who He is, also strengthened our bond, and put a level of power into our connection that I have not felt before. He was cribbing on his post this morning when I just stood next to him with my hand on his withers and had a conversation: "Who is 'Seeker of Truth'?" I asked. He showed me a very robust fit thoroughbred with beautiful brown and black colouring, soft brown deep eyes, and a level of sensitivity that made my heart want to weep. He then showed me another layer of himself over the top of this sensitive horse. It felt like a protective layer, armour. "Why do you protect yourself?" I asked. I got this really sad feeling of not being big enough, not being fast enough, and not being good enough to procreate, from his childhood. That led to a sense of not being enough throughout his life. I sensed him being ridden but with no connection and then being moved on. Then moved on again. Then with me. I took him on as a horse for my granddaughter to ride, but she only rode him a few times and then wasn't interested. (I rode him a couple of times but I always felt to big for him which would have added to the feeling he was sharing of not being good enough). So where do we go from here. I will look at him like he is that robust, fit, sensitive thoroughbred every day and see where we go, moment to moment. I sense his soul name is also his purpose somehow. There is a lot more to uncover but we have let some light in. | | | |
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