The truth hurts,
This truth might hurt some feelings,
But it's my truth,
I'm not saying I'm right or wrong,
I'm just me,
None of this might make sense to anyone but me,
This is how I feel,
You don't know me at all,
Not only do you not know me, you never tried to get to know me,
You can lie to strangers and say that we're close because they don't know our relationship,
Our lack of a relationship,
Being related doesn't mean we know each other,
People at my job know me better than you do,
You can say "you never tried to get to know me either",
That could be true,
But after not being invited to so many events,
Not being told so many things that everyone else seemed to know,
I just gave up,
Plus I'm the youngest it seems like you would have looked out for me,
But no,
You just put on a show like we're close and you know me,
I don't even think you like me, forget knowing me,
You can get upset when you see this because the truth hurts,
But think about how hurt I've been all my life being left out, left behind and just basically ignored,
Then to make it worse you have a replacement for me always around taking what I consider my spot,
I can say this is all good and ok, because it's not,
I'm sort of antisocial and kind of defensive because of you,
You made me feel unwanted,
I have a hard time figuring out what real love is because of you,
Now I have the same issue also,
I've abandoned and not shown love,
I don't blame you, but you taught me how,
I can't say I'm sorry for expressing this or my feelings,
I think you should be apologizing to me,
Truthfully I don't want your apology because it doesn't mean anything at all,
You have shown me countless times how you feel about me,
I'm writing this for me not you,
Again I'm not sorry for the way I feel,
I'm not sorry for what I write,
And if you think I'm wrong and you're right,
You need to get your sight checked,
I honestly don't know what else to say....
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